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    DearDiary:

    Ialwaysthoughtlifeisreallysimple,

    buthumansinsistonmakingitplicated.

    Tome,lifeisadreamforthewise,

    agameforthefool,

    aedyfortherich,

    andatragedyforthepoor.

    Forme,lifeisnothing.

    Peoplenomatterwherefromcallme"TheGirl".

    Why?

    BecauseIam"TheGirl"whoisthemostprettiestinourschool,

    I''''vegotthebestgrades,Iamalsotherichestgirltoo.

    Eventhoughitseemslikeallthesethingsaresupposedtogemylife,

    Iam"TheGirl"whoneverknowshowtosmile.

    ThewholefamilyandI,usedtoliveihouseatCalifornia.

    MyparentsgotdivorcedwhenIwasattheageof16,

    itwasayearago,buteverythingseemslikejustyesterday.

    OnedayofChristmas,wheneverybodyshouldbeenjoyingamealwiththeirdearestfamily,myparentsdiedinacaract.

    Iwasthen16too.

    JustlikeIsaid:Everythingseemslikejustyesterday,

    becauseI''''llridofthem.

    Peoplesay:Themostimportantthingistoenjoyyourlife

    -tobehappy-It''''sallthatmatters.

    ButhowIbeHappy?

    Andtoenjoymylife?

    WhenI''''vealreadylostallthethingsthatareIMPORTANTtome?

    Noway.

    Mylifeisalreadyamess,eventhoughIhavemoney,butso?

    Itdoesn''''thelpatall...

    Love,

    Diana